Friday, October 23, 2020

Free flying

 When you have reached the mountain’s top

Do you remember all the work, the heavy step

The hard earned breath?

Or do you just rejoice and live the moment.

Do you take in the views of open space

The air that feels like fuel burning your face

With joy and hope for other crests to conquer

Do you see the depth?

How far you’ve come,

The path below the valleys seem so joyful now

That you partake with your dear neighbor 

The freedom’s feeling

And you give the moment wings

Free flying is your high soul

And it so dreaming once again

Renewed by mountain air.

    Elk Knob memories


Monday, October 05, 2020

stories of ice and wind

 I had learned the secret of beautiful women

as a child, from a grown up man

and he shared it with me in return 

for me sharing a poem

He said that beautiful women forget

they do not bear old wounds on their chest,

they move forwards past storms

And they emerge clean and tall.

He too shared his thought 

in a poem, that i have mostly forgotten

as i have not pursued that kind of beauty

but rather the richness of memories

in all colors and flavors.


sometimes memory burdens

with the depths of its truths

of unforgivable but forgettable acts

justified or not by the quality of possible futures

sometimes the giver turns dark

under the shadows of known facts

but he always comes back.

sometimes he craves the innocent

and bare chested beauty

of the cleaner mind, the youthful body 

untouched, unmarked by scars

and the weight of predictions;

and he finds the way out

into the next day.


coming out into light

helps him make the decision

to break with the past.

and if you listen

there is an almost audible sound

of a heart breaking.

his sounded like ice

it was cracking for days

and when the piece that wanted 

to get loose finally broke

the wind took it, with all its weight

away it went on the waters.


whatever it's left

will grow back

keep coming those generous winters

and springstorms 

filling the rivers

with beautiful salmons

and paint on their backs

stories galore.



Thursday, September 10, 2020

Anamorphosis

 By Ion Caraion 


Whoever drinks from a sole glass

Breaks but one glass

And loses just one illusion

Or puts the glass back on a shelf of the cupboard 

And forgets.


The one who forgets

Has drunk but from a sole glass.


Whoever drinks from a sole glass

Dies within that one glass

And departs from one life


In my one life

I have drunk from all glasses

Thinking that the next one

Holds what I have been searching for


Friday, August 21, 2020

Birdcage

 Your soul was born free and destined to fly

Somehow someone has managed to trap it

For a while.

Still it has never forgotten its song

It just lies there still for a new chance to be born

And fly

When the hand on the lock shakes in fear

Or if it forgets the reason to trap

Your spirit

Take your chance, go out and around

To see the beauty and colors of the world reborn 

in light


Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Sweet love

I have known love and it came to me

In different shapes and forms

But you can recognize it by the light

It surrounds us in, by the peace

And the joy that lifts us up

Like a song in the morning.


If this all seems abstract 

You can also recognize it 

By the face of the men

who greet you with smiles

By the notes of kindness that 

Ring in their true words

And by the shape of the hands

That you get to hold in your hands.


And if you are truly lucky 

You can almost hear the resonance 

Between souls walking and dancing together

At sunsets and sunrise alike.


And after you have been graced 

with the chance to observe and to take

 ask yourself

Have you given enough of care

And how do you love the ones

Close and far wishing to share with you 

Their song and their air.

Breath and fly and be inspired to share.

Thursday, August 13, 2020

Swimming with turtles

 


Swimming with turtles
Is like bathing with bubbles
They pop at the surface
And then disappear
Leaving you with
the fresh impression
of half legal joy
Plus the occasional
flap from a fish

This town is wrong



This town is wrong
even its trees hang upside down
From the blue canvas above
And the streets lead nowhere
Sweaty and confused by the heat.

Nothing shall change
Unless you decide to step up
To try and rotate the canvas
At least by a few degrees
And teach some of the green.

Then somebody else will
Take a turn and move
The painting again to the right,
to remedy the situation we are in
People, beasts,and innocent trees

Lake encounters at sunset

 



I went to the lake for a dip
And the lake looked at me
Sticking its neck out with the turtles
I launched for a swim
And the lake touched me
Sideways with fins and tails
And if I turned my back
The sky looked at me
Blushing, through a fish lens
Found my footing through
The shifting sands
Got out peaceful and strong
And gave him my thanks

in the lowcountry

The fish jumped as if

Breaking the Olympic record

Was truly in sight
The little blue bird flew by
To inquire what was for dinner;
All this under the oversight
Of the old blue heron
Who was debating whether
sparing his efforts was worth it,
Or maybe he was just taking a nap.

Wednesday, August 12, 2020

swimming at sunset

 At first i have tried

to push the sunset away with my arms

and hang on to the daylight

even if all i could catch was its glimmer

in a mirror of water.

i watched as the mist was lifting 

the light from the flat level

I swam at, towards night.

But when i thought it was time to give up

the nEighbors switched on their light

and light was coming at me

from all directions, making connections

to a future that insisted

on being one way or another 

warm and still bright,


the mind as a river, or rock

 sometimes your mind is a rock

sometimes is a river

And i do not know if the river 

has shaped the rock;

or whether the rock has distracted the river

but what i know is that

i will stand with you

whether your mind stays strong as a rock

or flows with the river.

Message to a daughter

We come from a country of strong women

we have stored in our genes 

messages from the times of not forgotten wars

that if we can keep the house running

when the men are not home

we can keep the house running 

at all times.

Not that we want to be alone,

our loving hearts long to stay soft

and we cry at weddings and funerals.

Even when we are not close to each other

our shoulders are strengthened 

by the hugs of a circle of women

dancing with decisive steps

forwards and back when it's needed,

knowing that we will likely come back.

Walk in grace my daughter

this is my message of love,

knowing that you too can

carry the fire and water of life

seeking always the path towards light.



Thursday, June 18, 2020

Every now and then this gipsy soul


Every now and then this gipsy soul
Tells me to get up and go
Leave to the past the shadows of old
Loves and wars

I do however always see you
Stoic and peaceful
In your old place of meditation and thoughts
And spin around

I come sit next to you on the ground
You tell me a story
You paint me a painting of a beautiful minute
I stay put

My arms are longing to lift you
And fly
From hurricanes or tornadoes
But your wisdom says
We’ll stay until they settle
to dust

My risky slopes

My risky slopes
Are ravaged by the winter winds
And only breakneck skiers
Dare to slalom down
Knowing that all that waits for them
When they have reached
The finish line are stories
Of warmer days of future
From the dreams of rhododendrons 
asleep under the snow
thinking they might be
Domestic stolen roses


No guard can protect you
Against this storm
Neither is there a reason to struggle
Aim to float and wait
For this shall pass and you will need
To use your energy and get ahead
Once you see light

Stone

Somebody left a mirror in the forest
By the side of the path,
And by the side of a stone
And people who passed
We’re attracted by the glimmering light
And came and sat on the stone and watched

Days, months and years passed
Over the mirror, and stone
And people gradually stopped
Noticing light, and rarely came
To sit on the stone

The stone thought it must have been
Getting old because it could hardly see anymore
How it looked in the mirror
But it could still hear and feel
Sound and touch, and the world
Started to look comparatively more sparkling and clear

The stone had turned once again
Outwards
It had no hands, no legs
No big desires and dreams
But it was there ready to help
Weary travelers rest, and regain
Their sense of direction by looking
Outside and not just at a reflection!

Night

The night is quiet and deep
And it is hard to extract
The promise of a luminous dream
To lull me to sleep

I must have seen you walk

I must have seen you walk
Solemnly down the center path
That Friday night
When spring had died

I must have heard your voice
And though I can’t be sure
Its sound could resonate
With the tormented ocean waves

Somehow the stirred up torments
Soothe the pain as the sopranos
Lift it from the chest, and then
The basses led the soul to rest

the promise says 
That travel Through the purifying hell
Shall not be long 
And life will rise on Sunday morning with the sun again

Friday, March 27, 2020

retreat

Pull back your roots,
and shiled the greenest shoots
this time allows for tenebers' expansion
outside the boundaries we thought we've built
and it's is hard to find solace and safety
so gather those you love close to the core, the home.
respect thE silence that still grows
the fear, but shElter deep the hope
AND wait for sunrise once again
Meanwhile stay shush and hide
it's time for just the silEnce of the night

Thursday, December 19, 2019

random

do not forget that even if the night is deep
and the spaces between stars are vast
we are not alone in this universe
but our souls are cradled in a widespread net
of random love floating free,
that some of it is unconditional
and some of it is for you

(inspired by the moth radio show)

Monday, December 09, 2019

give

You can give everything you want to give
but do not let others take away kindness
or the warmth you feel when you look
at beautiful things and beautiful creatures;
do not forget there are treasured memories
and perhaps even richer ones to build.
do not burden yourself with anger,
for little things matter enough to take away joy,
as long as you have friends and love
and can give things and pieces of you away.